2001

Jun
20
2001

liar

..Tell him just to tell you what's going on
you're tired of the cryptic clues,
he's avoiding something..
(and you are too)
 
Jun
20
2001

strummed

..Strum me I'm your guitar
I'll sing my music as you make
love to my strings,
tune me to your
diction and I'll
perform..
   
Jun
20
2001

write

..write me with a rhythm
seal me with a beat
add a verse of poetry
and make a melody that will
make me want to keep
wanting you..
   
May
18
2001

payback

.Open the door to my soul
and leave my lights on,
just remember to pay the bill.
(when its all over)
   
May
16
2001

s(k)in grafts

Singe me
Burn me
Make me pay
(for be.lieving I loved you)
   
May
16
2001

d(e)nial me

Leave me with something
- a reason or lust
deny me of this and I'll become the
epitome of irascibility,
and burn you like I do
myself.....
   
May
12
2001

sewage

.remembered like the date that's once
a year, far too often for my
tastes.
   
May
12
2001

don't play with fire

.Strike me
I'm the match
and I'll give you my heart
for you to go to bed, as long as you
promise to forget what I said.
   
May
12
2001

bled

. i gave you my heart
and you went to bed,
hours became days and it shouldn't have
bled.
(this whole time)
   
May
07
2001

kiss me

Kiss me full on the lips
and whisper li(n)es of
beauti.ful prose
(unlock my secrets that no one knows)
---and I'll love you ....
   
May
07
2001

fugue

Taunt me,
Tease me,
trail me(or be burned)
Admire me,
Analyze me,
avoid me at all costs.....
   
May
07
2001

auto-pilot

Misguided semi-automatic pistols firing
At me - your words
slicing skin like bullets
tearing flesh-
(check your navigation systems..)
   
May
07
2001

chance

I'm the accident -
spilt cup of tea,
a once-in-a-lifetime chance
(that you had to give up)
   
May
07
2001

standing

I'm starting to see the monochromatic
colorless scheme
(AGAIN) and wondering which way it's going to end-
Whom will be standing?
   
May
07
2001

you?

I look in the reflection of your glasses
and I can see myself dying,
why can't you?
   
May
07
2001

back from being

Let's run through the sprinklers as if
we're 12 years old - forget about our
anchors and let nothing hold
(us back from being. kids.)
   
May
07
2001

open

Let me bask in your spotlight
and tan in your hue -
allow me to become one
(and apart of you)
--just fucking open up.
   
May
07
2001

seedlings

No wonder it never lasted-
I was never watered
nor did I have room to grow
(open the shades and let the sun come in)
   
May
07
2001

repete

Listen to me like I'm the newest single
released
from your favorite C.D.
(repeat repeat repete)
   
May
07
2001

nurse

Heal me like it's your skinned knee,
and treat it like it hurts
(I just need a reason to be near you..)
   
May
07
2001

delicious

Eat me like I'm the candy-bar that you
walked a mile and a half
to get.....
   
May
07
2001

feign me

Sing as though you mean it,
Dance as if you can,
just feign an apology if
you can't actually
be it
   
May
07
2001

addict

I've fallen privy to your tiresome lies
bought your lines, and heard the
"I dont have time"
   
May
07
2001

book of love

Write my name in your book of love
(I always hated your busy schedule)
Say you Will
(And actually do It)
   
May
07
2001

collision

I’m inspired by you and
feel like I have wings -
unfortunately the winds are strong and
I just crashed.......
   
May
07
2001

Follow

Twist my arm and make me come with you-
don’t take no for an answer and
I’ll possibly be yours for
ever(y) minute of my life...

   
May
07
2001

disaster

Dip your finger into my pond of me -
explore what I hold and hide
in my murky waters..
Explore under my bridge and in the
tower at my banks-
just be careful of the
flooding.....
   
May
07
2001

Retreat

Retreating to my lost world
I thought I’d locked you out and
threw away the key
My loneliness not comprehended
even by myself, my poetry
a relief
(of sorts)
   
May
07
2001

Emotivation

I’m tired of feeling like I need
a personal translator
to express the magnitude of emotion -
English doesn’t convey what I want
to share with you.....
   
May
07
2001

Nothing

Waiting for your call I could

hear my conversations from

past lives recounted in the silence of no

ring ring ring

nothing.....
   
May
07
2001

Tied

Tied to you in too many ways

I‘ve begun to number the days -

I think it will last.....
   
May
07
2001

Rot

It feels like I ate a piece

of rotten fruit that was

4 years going bad....
   
May
07
2001

Pearls

I’m like an old string of pearls

harvested from myself -

grown with the knowledge that

I’ll be hanging around someones'

neck.....
   

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