onward

now that i know it's over
i think i can, i think i can

move onward and over you
so true but i waited
imagining we dated

again, and again
i whipped myself, lash

undone i come to you
at my defense negated
belated sedated
i defend against the
monster i've become

one, separated from source
with remorse i venture off
this course

one day you'll thank me
that i didn't take you back

one day i'll thank you
for not swallowing your black

you've got your own poison
to deal with and manage
and now that i'm not around
to swallow your pain

we'll see just who is
truly unsettled and sad, angry and mad

deal with it
always okay
deal with it
it'll start to weigh

around your neck you'll feel so tight
and know you'll never set it right
without settling this debt
you'll set

off track off course and out of steam