Dec
18
2009
in completion
don't mean to trivialize
but i can't seem to reconcile
the difference, the debt
in this equation
you place at my feet
something i can't bow
down before you
i've bent, broken,
bruised in ways
you will never comprehend my friend
it's just that you must
put yourself in my shoes it was me
who would lose everything
nothing you could give back would replace
what you've undone
and i sit
vanilla my friend
you'd lend a helping hand
ear you'd reverse course
so clear
how'd we get here i'd ask
and the response so typical that i'd
never measure up to the thought
that you'd give your response
meaningless, nothingness,
numb, i succumb to your blackness
you're deaf
inept and ungrateful
harsh i be and harsh i is
you'd call me the whiz
and i'd crumble from your pedestal
knock me down and knock me off
feed me from your lovely trough
i'd beg for you and beg for more
couldn't handle what was in store
You cloud my space erase my face
from my wants i never know
where i stand disband at your hand
i become weak and undone
pressurize this cabin and
in for the ride, no longer will you be
at my side or at my door
i'm ready to go beyond, to explore
what's next i shall see
no, not with you will i be
whole, complete
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