Nov
22
2009

What it Couldn't

been there done that before 
oh the damage we wore
it so fucking well

tight against our flesh
we became enmeshed 

in our righteousness 
we became our own killing jars

we clips and analyzed our wings 
against the board of others colors
and collective sizes, comparison 
misses such nuanced beauty 

that our relationship navigated
uncharted course 
in coarse correction deference and honor

i want to give it to you
forgiveness but 
im secretly terrified of losing 
myself once more 

tethered i need to know i can 
come back and not held against the measure of others


...the damage we wore well
tight against our skin
we loved and let it in....
engraved and enraged 
with what it could do
(and what it couldn't)

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