f.b.

this affair with newness
started well
deeper in i could see
the spell you'd crafted called and courted
but you didn't disclose that you were thwarted

your intentions weren't entirely clear
and i should have known with your drinking;
you'd already started the sinking
of this relation.ship
that to steer

on course
we'd gotten off already
and this became too fucking heavy

in and out
i went and wished
in and out
i went and wished

we'd roll around in this
called thunder
synonymous with
crime and smother

you couldn't keep her decks
all clean
but you stacked
your deck with
gasoline and boy did
you enjoy the burn

torn
twisted
tainted
by the smell; i've neglected my waters
long enough, this sea is fractured
as far as i can see
us be


in and out
i went and wished
in and out
i went and wished

torn and tragic
forbidden kiss
torn and tragic
forbidden bliss