i think you thought

i think you thought you knew
you'd groom
me but somewhere lost
you started to consume me
i lost one side
and blind another
yes my dear
you're starting to smother

cover your cough
and hide those tears
it's not enough
put away your fears

you were always good
at disappoint
this game of passive rage you'd play
one foot out and one foot in
say your prayers
and you would

pin
prick
and pierce me to the wall

willing accomplice i would be
if only i thought you knew that
i would
see.....