i find

i get it now
differently

the letting go
isn't so much you and our intertwined, connected, soul mate spendor

it's letting
the attachment to outcomes

subside and flow with

the current

that takes us to where we
need, want, and must
go

to grow in the direction
of most honorable of place

and in this
space
i find freedom, peace,
and calm

good bye my friend and lover
i hope to see, explore, and try the path
again in a few months

time is an expression
meaningless and yet so full
of trace regrets

i don't forsake you
i don't blame you

i'm open to what there is to create
together, apart, our lives
in full fucking bloom

purity, peace, play, art
and honor

and in this
space
i find freedom, peace,
and calm