turn off

i can't decide what to say
where to go,
or whether to stay

you put in my place
held away held at bay
this distance you impose on us
it cripples and disposes toward
the anti-holding of our start

we were art we were pleasure
together a vendor giver of love
remarkable in its ability
.to.move.mountains.
.to.calm.waters.
.to.steady.my.unsettled.waters.

and now its awakened
something in my core
that which slumbered
ate eats through
the silence that you knew
.you grew

and i fell so hard
and i fell so hard

for you through you
i thought i knew
you

would treat me oh so right
when we met in the moonlight

i fell so hard
and oh so fast
into a promise
that it would last
last last
place i become
undone
numb and
the forgotten one