mended thoughts

Oct

2009

these r the thoughts that go through my head

as i sit here

against the cold

bold

i sway

i weigh

options and what i

want to do

alive

measured against what i believe

will be objective

i feel its an unfair

tradition, overcome

i spend countless hours

sleeping.not

you say you are spiritual

that we'd find a way to reconcile

each, other

we move onward

and i can't tell you what i want

you're becoming clearer

in your deferential coming

clean

get unstuck

stick

like glue

i retract

back

into a corner

i encourage

myself to

fend

defend

and mend

for my.self.