Feb
01
2004

family

We'll all sit around

and pretend the pain

doesn't exist,

silenced by the fact

we're all being murdered

in a slow,painful, and proximate

death

Deny these burning feelings

and don't raise your voice with me

I'll defy your orders,

said boldly, crystal clearly

I'll hunt you down

I'll find you now

Don't tempt me

Deliver me

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Trust in the fact that you can't

answer, you don't know

You need me more than I do you

and I'm frustrated you can't under.

stand where I'm going

And I'll defend as far as I can

But, yeah

don't tempt me

deliver me, against this night

Defy me and

I'll hunt you down

I'll find you now

Enough, Pressure you?

Pressure would seem simply exquisite when I get through with you,

imagine internal implosion expanding your greatest physical boundary

:ripping.you.apart.slowly.

I can't think of any.thing that would settle the score

more evenly

than watching you cry

die

deny

your own miserable existence :

expel the fact that you'll never escape what you'd lovingly, coupled with hate (for good measure)

: family

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