Ending

Silenced Again

One more nail in the coffin
one more headache to mend
i'm tired of dealing
i'm tired of this dead-end
relation.ship

i want to sail
far away from
you
and i want to
stand a distance
back to watch
your sails
burn to the ground

and let a little sigh of
relief as this
turned out to be a little
more than i could handle
more than i could be

couldn't make myself happy
and couldn't
just couldn't be

.enough to fill this void
deadened is my middle name,
i joke about becoming anorexic
such that my body
would match my vacuous, voided
cavity of a soul.

it.just.happens.to.be.not.that.funny.