Never Ever, Ever Again

I thought you might say

you'd never believe me

but never is such a strong word

and I need to believe

cause it's all I've got

and I can't wait for the passing ship called Time to heal
and mend my wounds

I settle back and lick myself clean from the cuts of
dishonor you placed on yourself and inherently on me

I never thought I'd say it

I'd never think it true,

but at that time I knew I loved you

and this is never going to be something that will be
through

Standing at my window

full force throttle in the wind

I silently sit and wonder

which one should I let in?