Aug
08
2002

ring

With this ring, I thee wed

your pain, suffering, and sadness

'till the end

I'll bet you wish it was just me saying that, but you'll be paying just as dearly

mirror, the in look, i

a coffin and me underground

shaking-cold lonely and stored

in the earth

Blackness surrounding, much like these

last ten weeks have been

-if only I could have blamed you

and been the victim again - I do love the part

With this ring, I thee wed

your pain, suffering, and sadness

'till the end

It shouldn't be so painful, but this cold metal ring

wraps around my finger

- an analogy to what the relationship feels like at its lowest points

A deal is a deal,

and I'm with you till the end

Though the betrayal has left me wounded,

I'll lick the cuts and recoup.

There's enough sadness to fill several glasses of pity and still not feel fully gotten.

I look in the mirror

I see me in a coffin and underground

shaking-cold lonely and stored

in the earth, blackness surrounding, much like these last ten weeks have been

-if only I could have blamed you

and been the victim again - I do love the part - and you're so easy to take down and I wouldn't have to face how

v.u.l.n.e.r.a.b.l.e.

I really am with you.

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